A wise man once said…

i was sitting in a coffe shop the other day – just relaxing – and i ovehear this couples conversation. (dont get up me for listening in…curious cats like my are like that) One of them said:

“…why is it that, even though im surrounded by people; my friends, my family, my colleuges, why is it that even though i am surrounded by friends, i feel so incredibly lonely?…”

Now for me this mans words meant alot to me. I know it wasnt even my convesation, i shouldn’t of even been listening, but i couldnt help it. when i heard that mans words…somthing inside me…i dont really know how to explain it….snapped? no i dont know, but what that man said had meant alot to me. It was about that time during my thoughts that his friend had a go at him.

but i see sense in that mans words.

you may be surrounded my people and family and friends and still be alone; it is more often that not.

now i ask you, what is your oppinion?

Woah really random this

I was listening to a song this afternoon while i was washing and vacuming the floors ( ) and someting popped into my head. another poem. (im really on a roll lately)]

tell me what you think!

How could you do that?

How could you sit there,

And watch my bleeding heart decay?

You sat there,

you almost seemed to smile.

Why were you smiling?

Why do you take such pleasure in my pain,

You are the one who put me through this.

Why do you enjoy this so?

Why do you seem to enjoy this,

More than you enjoyed loving me,

And me loving you?

- Mangagirl33 (me)

Cool new poem i wrote

He strode out into the clearing, his hair streaked with sunlight. He looked like he hadn’t slept in a while; his dark shoulder length hair was slightly ruffled, his clothes were creased and he had bags under his eyes.
I watched him turn around and look at me, right at my eyes.
He started to walk over. His long strides equalled the length of three of mine. He was tall, so his broad shoulders blocked out the sun rays threatening to block my vision of him.
He stood in front of me; dark and glorious.He reached up to touch my face then…
I woke up.
How come the best moments of my life always end up to be dreams?

Hey look what i found!

I found one of my old poetry books today, some fo my poems from it have already been posted by i found two that i havent read in a while.

i hope you like them!

As she lay her head on her pillow case,
She listened to the sound of the heave base.
The music played soft & clear,
Only for the keenest ear.
The music swum around & around,
…As if trying to keep her mind constantly bound.
Her heartbeat slowed,
Her eyes closed,
As she soundly lay down to sleep.

sleep – Mangagirl33 (me)

Pain
Pain
This unrecognisable pain
Idont know it
Where did it come from
…How long shall it last
Why me?

Pain – Mangagirl33(me)

Two new poems in one

i wrote 2 new poems today and instead of making them 2 seperate posts i thought i would just combine them. i hope you like them!

Risen from the firery ashes of hate,
The girl walk alone on the plain,
Searching for her next victim.
She makes the perfect killer,
No fear,
No love,
No hate.
Not even the slightest hint of emotion creeps across her hidden face,
As she stalks down her prey,
Alone in the night.
She makes the perfect killer,
No reason to live,
No reason to die.
She makes the perfect killer,
Her icery heart as cold,
As cold as her haunted eyes.’

Perfect Killer – Mangagirl33(me)

poem number 2!

I try not to recognise it,
Truely i try.
I try not to recognise,
your beauty thats blatently stares me in the eye.
I try not to recognise it,
…because once i do,
I will fall into the depths of my undeniable doom
recognise – Mangagirl33(me)

I really like this one i wrote

With great power comes great…evil

what beholds this evil,

who shall comand it
…
and who shall suffer it?

only the hands of fate shall tell

who will be the first to fall

in that long line of pain decipt and death

evil – Mangagirl33 (me)

a poem i wrote fom ages ago

She sat next to the cold dark pillar
surounded by mounful souls.
‘such delicious and delectible souls’
she thought.
The crying
…The mourning
The regretful sighs
It was enough to make even her cry;
To cry tears of joy
At the suffering that surrounded her.
‘How delectible this is’
she murmered as she silently licked her soft cold lips

soloum souls – Mangagirl33 (me)

lol i love my poems

To understand the fear responsibility,
somthing has to be abandoned.
Not everything can be saved,
from the dark clutches of my very own consience.
Back and forth,
…Back and forth,
I drag those beside me as i walk;
I drag them through the dirt.
Tarnishing their very name,
and mine along with it.
It is for these simple reasons that the fear of responibility holds me so.

responsibility – Mangagirl33 (me)

another poem i wrote <3

keep on thinking that none of these paths are the right one.
twisting and turning,
these paths decive me.
Trick me.
I never know which way to turn.
…It is all a blur before my eyes,
such a mystery.
I stumble around blindly,
throught my life.
Not knowing what will ever be around the corner.
That is the fate of us all,
The fate of the human race

Paths of the human race – Mangagirl33 (me)

Poem i wrote :)

This darkness is strangely comfortable.
To desperatly try to cling onto the light wich abandoned me,
that will only lead to sadness.
To let go of the light was my only choice.
My only choice was to sink into the darkness.
…At first i tried my best not to drown in the darkness.
I tried to push it away and call for help.
Then i realised i had to walk alone,
Because no one would ever come

walk alone – Mangagirl33 (me)

New Powem of mine!

Hey guys i have been writing a shit load of poewms lately, heres a tste of what is to come!

but if you cant wait that long just go ont my facebook page and youll see what i am yet to post….powem wise at least

The madness that plagues my heart and my mind
has a sickly,
unforgetable
honey sweet taste.
Like honey,
…it grows old,
but it will never die.
It shall always be there.
This acient old honey madness…
will it ever seep out of my soul?

honey sweet madness – Mangagirl33 (me)

Lol i lied <3

i totally have stuff to talk about.

You know me. i never shut up…XD

Well where do i begin? HHHHMMMMMMMMMM *strokes imaginary beard* …..*more thinking sounds* …… AHA!

‘Third wheels’ – i bet everyone has heard of them before, right? Well lets just say i have a nasty habbit of always being somebodys wing-gal (aka – the un-wanted third wheel). its kinda anoying. i mean. I got out to the movies or the park or even the beach with a friend of mine and they (50% of the time) end up bringing their ‘other half’…seriously, i like my dignity as it is. Do you people realise how….HUMILIATING (thats a good word) vits is to be a third wheel? I mean come one How thick can you get, i look like a friggin staker who is following a couple around.

And it is even more awkward when you go to the movies. cause like your friend wants to sit next to you and their BF/GF right? So they are in the middle. And (obviously) they start acting all love dovey; holding hands to even making out sometimes and the third wheel (me) is left their either

a – stuffing their faces trying to advoid eye contact with you

b – eyes glued to the screen pretending as if nothing is happening

c – watching (ew…i dont do that, but i have SEEN people do it…gross)

I remember one time i was in that situation and i got so fed p at one point that i walked out and my friend followed me – and her BF as well; he was giving me a total death/dagger (or whatever you want to call it) glare. fuck. If you are going to go out on a date with someone, have the guts to go alone at least, or if you cant do that make sure ur friend has their partner with them as well (double date yay) seriously, it would be no where as awkward for the third wheel.

PLEASE TAKE NOTE!

ill publish another post later, i just gotta finish the last few chapters on my latest manga!

CHOW!

Black Bird

Black bird, what dark glorious wings you have.

As you embrace me, I feel the pity seeping out of your love for me, out of those dark glorious wings of yours.

Let me go.

I do not want your pity.

I love you so much, so much that it hurts. But all you have for me is your dark glorious wings filled with pity. So please, just let me go.

Please, just let me go.

Please.

Let me out of your embrace, why am I being covered by those dark glorious wings of yours?

- Mangagirl33 (ME)