The begining Pt.2

as you guys may of guessed i cant seem to get to sleep tonight so ive been thinking about the second section of my story. ive had an idea and i really like it. tell me what you think

‘Its’ face, ‘its’ smile. It was both horrifying and brilliant. I thought i might of had enough will power to resist going over to her – like i have been for the past five years – but not today, there was just something i had to know, what was so different about today? I walked up to the park bench where ‘it’…she sat, she was still smiling at me. “Who are you?” she said “What are you doing?”she spoke in a strange monotone, sorta like a female version of mircosoft sam…just a bit less…computery.

“I’m Camron,  what’s you’re name?” I couldnt even stop the words before they left my mouth, i had almost efectivly lost all of my self control.

“Why are you talking to me?”  what a rude little…girl(?) i thought

“Am i not allowed to talk to you?” i enquiered

“Yes…and no. People don’t talk to me.”

“Why?” There was no stopping me now, as i continued to talk to the girl i could feel this strange…essence twirling around me.

“I’m hungry…”

“Excuse me?” she repeated the sentance “If your so hungry why dont you go get somthing to eat?”

“I can’t move. Not allowed to move. I mus stay here-” As she spoke those words her face glazed over as almost if she was in a kind of trance. That alone told me i should be running right about now, but i couldn’t. For some reason i just couldnt leave this little girl alone.

“You stay there then, i’ll get you somthing to eat.” I ran across the park over to the vending machine all kids like chocolate right? i hastily though as i hurried back to the girl. She saw me coming back and a look of relief flowed across her face. almost as if she didnt expect me to come back. I felt my face flush. why the hell am i blushing?! i though angrily too myself.I handed her the chocolate and she smiled. The same one as before, it sent shivers down my spine.

“mmm…thank you.” She said. its was strange. she still used that weird monotone. her voice never changed. i wonder why…

“Why are you here…I mean, why do you sit here?” I couldnt help myself, i kind of just blurted it out.

“I’m waiting for someone.”

“waiting for someone?”

“Yes. He promised me. He said he had to go away, and that one day he would come back. He said to wait for me here. I wait everyday. Because he will come back.”

I suddenly felt a pang for this little girl. Yes, there was deffinatly somthing weird – to say the least – about her, but I couldnt help but feel sorry for her.

“When was the last time you saw him?”

“8 years ago, he said he had to leave and that he would always come back. It’s been so long…i can’t even remember his name.” she lloked solemly up to the sky “But i know he will come back, he promised”

“Well how about this? You tell me what he looks like and ill keep an eye out for him. I grew up here and i got back from traveling overseas 5 years ago, so i know my way around. So what did he look like?”

The girl reached inside of her breast pocket on her dress and pulled out a photo of a boy and girl.

I felt the colour drain from my face.

“Where did you get this?” I couldnt stop my voice from shaking, let alone my hands.

She pointed to the boy in the photograph “He gave it to me, so i would always remember.”

That was it, the last of my will power and self control had just flown out the now transparent window.

“A…are…are you…by any chance…could you possibly…are you…Vinnie?”

“Yes. my name is Vinnie. How did you know?” I wrapped myself as tightly around Vinnie as i possibly could. I breathed her very essence in. her very being. “What are you doing?”

“Vinnie! It’s me! Camron! Cam…you remember, its me Vinnie. Its Cam.”

The memories can flooding back to me, I was 11 and she was 10. My parents had just hooked a job doing telvision around the world – sorta like getaway – Vinnie was my one and only friend. I had always promised to come back to her. I had given her that picture of me, so she wouldnt never forget. I came back five years later, for school. i had totally forgotten about her. But she had never forgotten about me.

“Cam? Is it you?” Her small pale hand reached up to my square jaw; i was still hugging her “Your all big.”

I couldnt help but laugh. “It took me a while, but i kept my promise Vinnie. I came back. Now you. What happened to you? Why do you still look like this?” I lifted my head up so i could look at her face. I almost gasped at what i saw. She was fading, litterally. I could see through her. like she was a ghost. It was mortifying.

“Vinnie…?”

“Thank you Cam. You came Back.” She smiled at me. and her voice. oh it was beautiful. not like in that montone she had been speaking in this whole time, but her old voice. It sounded like angels singing. It made those memories that much more painful. The flood gates opened and i started to cry, the tears burned my cheeks. she waited all this time for me i thought. I look up to tell her how much i missed her, but she was already gone. faded away into nothingness.

It was only later on I found out that about 3 months after i had left; one day from coming home from the park bench, Vinnie was hit by a car. She was killed instantly.

The begining Pt.1

ive decided o enter this writng competition and i have this really bad writers bloack and this was all i could come up with. So can you guys please tell me what you think?

It’s still there. I say ‘it’ because im not even sure if ‘it’ is human, a girl to be precise. she sits there everyday. not moving, not speaking, her clothes dont even change and shes always there, she’s been there for five years. She always sits there, her blonde hair tied up neatly on either side of her head on two plait’s, she wore a red and white checkered dress that stopped about three-quaters of the way down her leg. She had strange white, frilly cuffs on her wrists and the socks she wore under her black shoes were simmilar. but it was always her eyes that got me, dark like the sea after a storm. So dark and scary, but mournfully beautiful at the same time. its really errie if you ask me. Oh and the fact that she never ages helps with the errie thing too…She hasent aged in five years

she looks younger than me (im 19) 10…11 at most, i cant be sure, but one thing i can tell is this: only i can see her. I know this because, no one talks to her, let alone looks at her. But somthing was different today. Her hair is down. Curiosity welled up inside of me, almost bursting…why was ‘it’ different today? thoughts like these swum through my mind. That’s when the strangest thing happened… she moved. Her small, heart-shaped face turned towards me and smiled. To an outsider it would of looked innocent and beautiful, but to me it was just plain terrifying.

and thats all i got so far. i have an idea of what i am going to do next. but my problem is i only have a 500 word limit (sigh) its a shame really. i means what the point in making a creative writing competition if they dont even give you enough room to BE creatitve. but thats beside the point. id love to know what you guys think!

2010 Abbey Medieval Festival!

didja miss me?

as you might of gussed today i went to the abbey medieval festival with my family*sigh*on thw whole it was pretty awesome. I’d been there once before, so there really wasnt anything i hadn’t seen before (besides the jousting, but ill get to that later) but still, i was blown away! the authenticity of it all! it was a 80% perfect. i found it quite funny because the sign at the entrance said “authentic medieval” and some chick in proper medieval outfit – not at all flawed – and she ruins the whole thing by texting on her iphone….i mean seriously….

but OH MAH GAWD! there were so many things there! Stalls, jousting tournament, archery competition, so you think you can medieval dance, horseback archery display, fencing, oil wrestling, gypsies, renaissance fair, jesters, floggings, music, puppet shows, romani trail, morris dancing, stainded glass tours, cannon tactics (shit those things are loud, my ears are still ringing), there was pretty much everthing imaginable! If you guys havent gone before i suggest you should! and omg, dont get me started on the food! aaahhhh, pigs on spits, lamb shanks, pancakes, ale, wines, pinnara and a whole bunch of other stuff that i cant spell! omg the food was AWESOME!

I bought heaps of stuff while i was there ($100+) and the stuff was a bit exy but it was deffinatly worth it, the quaitly at this place was supurb! i bought this beautiful pentagram necklace its rimmed with authentic rune scripts and has a blue jewl in the middle ($44), i bought a pair of sterling silver pentagran studs($6), i also bought a full length blue cloak; the good stuff ($75) beautiful im gonna wear it ever chance i get! and i got this celtic ring, it kinda loks like a really fancy silver rope ($7) i also got this really nice celtic box. it had celtic patterns carved onto it and it had a big pentagram engraved into the lid($15). and i bought about $20 worth of food.  but it sux cause i know ow my mom for the cloak (she bought it for me) so i have to pay it back to her. but oh well, the cloak was worth it.

we also watched the jousting tournament, we were in the nobels seating areas. It was arganorts vs amazons and for all of you ceatons that mean boy vs girl. its was wicked. some 60yr old dude won, it was epic.

omg i almost forgot i got a tattoo! its one of those indian ones – henna – itll last me about 3 weeks, and its good cause it just fades away in my skin, it doesnt peel or scratch off XD.

I HAD FUNNNNNN!

HAHA YOU FUNNY KID YOU MAKE ME LAUGHING! (4 jme)

There’s a snake in mah boot!

wat does that heading mean? I’ll get to that in a bit.

The other day i went out to the movies with two of my friends: Princess and Mr Bobble Head. (lol i love the nicknames i gave them) before i actually met up with them, i was walking around the shopd and i ran into this little stall. guess what it was selling…..A SHAM WOWS! oh yeah im serious. so after we all met up we walked around the shops and i led them to the sham wow stand right. and my friend: Mr bobble head mangaed to con the guy into giving us two SHAM WOWS! ‘they’ll make you say wow, every time!’  it was pretty damn cool. so now i have a SHAM WOW! as you might have guessed getting a $20+ SHAM WOW! for free makes me happy. and omg. there were clowns. i hate clowns. one of them was eating a clown ice-cream from wendys….that aint right man. its like cannablism…but creamy. anyway. more fun stories. we were walking through K-mart and you know those photo prining stations/ computer or what ever you want to call them? yeah, those ones. well just for the heck of it we decided to print somthing off. i bluetooth’d a few pics over and we put the name in for the recipiant as ‘Bat Mantam” it was the funniest thing ever. We also went over to one of those machines that takes ur height and wieght for you. and when my friend has his turn, the recpit didnt actualy snapp off so we managed to take out the whole reel of recipt paper. so friggin halrious man. there was easily several or more meters of it there. we looked like such retards puching it around in a trolly. it was awesome. oh, we also went to the EB games shop (it was having a half price sale) and they were testing out the new halo game and this little kid was playing right, he would of been any more than like 10 or 11. so Mr bobble head and Princess are like. ‘aw yeah, ima gonna beat you!’ the little kid practically smashed them both…repeadtedly. and like Mr Bobble head and Princess are 14 and 15 and they were tatally getting creamed by this cocky little kid. the funniest thing ever.

Then eventually we went to go see the movie – Toy Story 3. its was awsome it was packed full of todlers and little kids and then there was us, three teens. too kewl. it was really funny cause up the back there were some kids who clapped when the movie started, so we were like ‘wtf are they clapping?!?!?!’ then we came up with the idea that we would clap and laugh at all the inopropriate parts. it worked like a charm. it made the movie a whole lot funnier. and woody kept on saying that shity line, theres a snake in mah boot! its so stupid and random its just so funny. anyway the movie was awesome.

omg! i almost forgot about the kid and his mom! we were walking to Ed’s Pc’s or somthing (i forget which shop) and we walked past this kid and his mom and the boy was looking all anoyed and sad and all you can hear is the mom saying “…now if you dont behave yourself your going in the bin!”…..yes i am totally serious. i mean it. im not joking. she actually said that. who says that to a kid! we didnt even look like he was six or seven for the gods sake! but hell. we pretty much burst out laughing right in front of her we couldnt stop laughing for like ages. seriously ‘….or your going in the bin…’ who says that! it still makes me laugh thinking about it.

well guys that pretty much a run down of my day out with my friends at the movies. hope you enojyed!

Fav Shane Dawson Post

I was randomly surfing youtube the other night and i came across this video. I admitt i really love shanes work, its awesome. But i think this is one of his funniest. It may be one of his simplest, but its just too good not to share.

ENJOY!

Bad new guys

Hiya reader-kun!

I got some bad news for all of you readers out there, i think i may be coming down with soming. You know, the usuall? Headaches (although i aslways have those), fever, aches and pains, no sleep, groggy. yeah it sucks.

PITY ME!

No im kidding, kinda. So for a while i dont think i will be putting up many posts in the mean time. So today im going to put up as many as i can to keep you guys occupied untill i return ok?

I have an idea, you guys know the story of the thousand cranes right? for good luck?

btw i just finsihed watching Law Abiding Citizen. Dam it was awesome. the end could leave a little to be desiered but other than that it was good

This displeases me…..

Let me just say, adults are pricks. Big, fat, pompous and totally incomprehensible PRICKS!

ok im good now.

Well, not really. You see. For me, one of my chores is washing the dishes a few times a week. Following me? good, well my moms often opening for bargening. And latley ive been skipping the dishes and she hasn’t even said a word….almost. My moms a crafty bitch. No matter what agreement you come to with her she can always find a loophole to make things more…agreeable for her. so i was wondering. how come she letting me off. So saturday night comes along, we have a visitor, so that makes 5 of us. Big roast were having, with all of the sides too. potato, tomato, lettuce, peas, gravey, carrots, breans, brocili, coliflower the lot. And i usually do sunday or monday nights washing up right? So i go off to the computer (i didnt like the guest….hate would be a better word….so i wanted to be bymyself) and i hear my mom call me. “Come do the dishes!” and i was like WTF (in my mind of course my mom would have a coniption if i said that) “‘Why, it isnt my night” so shes like “youve been skipping out on so many nights, you can do it tonnight…” She looks at me and sees she not gonna tear me away from the computer “Or no computer for a week.” Her friggin supirior grin friggin pissed me off as my mouth practicall hung open.

you see thats why shes a crafty bitch, she plannes to let me off she she could gt out of doing the dishes on a night with practically TRIPLE the amount. and thats not all! then she makes me go and clean the frecking oven as well!

So i would like to ask you, what ‘displeases’ you? What really gets on your nerves. Particually stuff ur parents do or make you do? what do you find the most anoying about them? go ahead and leave a post.  and person with the best comment will be featured in a post 1-2 weeks from now. so hurry up and send me in ur comments!

Vlog???

Hiya reader-kun!

Aside from this blog, im thinking of creating another blog. Well, a VLOG to be precise and for those of you who do not know what a vlog is (btw u guyz are idiots if you dont know what it means) a vlog is pretty much a video blog. Instead of writing up my posts i put them up as a video post. Of course this would be a seperate blog to this one (cause the systems is f’d up like that and wont let me upload vids on this one) and this one would still be in action. So i just want the readers perspective. What do you guys think? Should i make a vlog? Should i just have a vlog or should i have two or should i just keep what ive already got and save myself the emaressment? Come on guys hand me in your comments and ideas. tell me what you think i should do. Cause honestly. i wont even bother if there is like only 5 people watching so its up to you.

How about this? ill crack a deal with you. If i can get 30 people saying that they want me to make a vlog ill go ahead and make one. okay? deal?

sweet.

so post your comments guys and let me know!

cool convo i had with my friend

for a while ive had a penpal (well, more of an email pal really) in america and we are both full on addicted to both anime and manga and when i told her somthing (youll find out what soon) well…its better i show you…(what i have say will be in the darker font and my friend will be the lighter)

ZOMG
the last chapter of FMA was released!
NNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
FMA must continue forever! It can not end! NNNNNOOO! how dare they end it! i loved that series! GGGGGRRRRRRRRr. but the ending was so awesome, so beautful, so epic! I loved it so much i almost BURST!
but still…
HOW DARE THEY END THE SERIES!!!!!!

erm…wats FMA? :/
wait a min…….FMA….oh! i got it!!! its FullMetalAchlimest!!!! (or however its spelt)
WAT!!!!! HOW DARE THEY END FMA!!!!!!!! THOSE BAST***S!!!!!1 D:<
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! FMM CANT END!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :’(
(all tho ive never read the manga and only watch the anime >_>)
but yea, donsent FMA hav like 5 different seasons, erm somthing?
like theres FMA BrotherHood, then FMA Road to Shan-watever that place was called, then another that i compeletly forgot the name of the subtitle….oh well. at least FMA will never end in our hearts ♥♥♥ :)

lol yeah it is FullMetalAlchemist.
and it is ssoooo BS right?
and it
Full Metal Alchemist (i think it was 5-6 season yeah…somthing like that)
Full Metal Alchemist – Brother Hoo
Full Metal Alchemist – the conqueror of shamballa

zomg and you sssooooooo have to read the manga. it was the BEST. it was so awesome it like totally ties with the awesomeness of the anime!

BEST
ANIME
EVA!

I just have to express to all of my reader how absolutly devestating this news is!

please leave a comment if you feel the need to express your sadness for the final chapter of the full metal alchemist series. WE SHALL MISS YOU EDWARD AND ALPHONSE-KUN!

Teachers are stupid…especially art ones.

I have an Art tracher right? well to sum her up in one word would be easy…BITCH!

sorry Miss, but its true. i wont name her for obvious reasons, but art used to be one of the only things that brought joy to my life. its still does. but when it comes to art at SCHOOL…well, thats another matter entierly. i absolutly dread that class. and it kinda sux cause it was meant to be my favourite one of the semester. I picked that one thinking that it would be my ‘fun’ subject. One that i could relax a bit with. but NNNNNNNOOOOOOOO.

stupid idiopt teacher has to be a total retard when it coms to teaching classes….prick. for example, with one of my first assingments. I had to make a pot…from scratch. pretty simple right? no. it had all of these guidelines i had to stick to, a bit excessive if you ask me. art is about expressing yourself right? well how can i do that with all of these damn guidelines? i mean SERIOUSLY. must be between the height of 15-30cm you must be able to carry it home on your own. It must not resemble a ‘ting’ of any sorts it must be a totally absrtact creation….and heaps more shit like that. it was soooooo gay!

and that doesnt even begin to top it off! like recently for example. i had just finsihed drawing the final copy of my assing which took me like 2 weeks to do mind you, takes like 10 seconds to look at it and says ‘do it again.’and i was like WTF!!!! (althouh i didnt actually say that :) ) so shes like ‘yeah the outlines on your drawing is  bit to dark and your shading….well u dont like the way you did it. it kind of ruins the whole effect of it. do it again…’ well you couldve told me that before i friggin finished you BITCH! and like she tells me this a WEEK before its due. and the other one took me 2 weeks to do! and not to mention all of my other fucking assingments i have to do! when i did the orriginal copy i hardly had any assingments to do! now i have at least one fore every subject! the bitch can sure pick her timting. FUCK. and it sucks cause i cant get out of it either. i might fail my art class if i dont do this the way she wants me to. which REALLY blows if you ask me. i cant afford to fail this art class, cause art is one of the things i wish to pursue in life…to say the least. ande then she gets semi-pissed at me for not wanting to do it right? i mean for friggin god SAKES!

to sum it up i basically LOATH art classes now….let alone my drama class (whish ALSO was supossed to be another one of my ‘fun’ and ‘fav’ classes…but thats a story for another time)

I HATE YOU STUPID ART TEACHER!

Lol i lied <3

i totally have stuff to talk about.

You know me. i never shut up…XD

Well where do i begin? HHHHMMMMMMMMMM *strokes imaginary beard* …..*more thinking sounds* …… AHA!

‘Third wheels’ – i bet everyone has heard of them before, right? Well lets just say i have a nasty habbit of always being somebodys wing-gal (aka – the un-wanted third wheel). its kinda anoying. i mean. I got out to the movies or the park or even the beach with a friend of mine and they (50% of the time) end up bringing their ‘other half’…seriously, i like my dignity as it is. Do you people realise how….HUMILIATING (thats a good word) vits is to be a third wheel? I mean come one How thick can you get, i look like a friggin staker who is following a couple around.

And it is even more awkward when you go to the movies. cause like your friend wants to sit next to you and their BF/GF right? So they are in the middle. And (obviously) they start acting all love dovey; holding hands to even making out sometimes and the third wheel (me) is left their either

a – stuffing their faces trying to advoid eye contact with you

b – eyes glued to the screen pretending as if nothing is happening

c – watching (ew…i dont do that, but i have SEEN people do it…gross)

I remember one time i was in that situation and i got so fed p at one point that i walked out and my friend followed me – and her BF as well; he was giving me a total death/dagger (or whatever you want to call it) glare. fuck. If you are going to go out on a date with someone, have the guts to go alone at least, or if you cant do that make sure ur friend has their partner with them as well (double date yay) seriously, it would be no where as awkward for the third wheel.

PLEASE TAKE NOTE!

ill publish another post later, i just gotta finish the last few chapters on my latest manga! :)

CHOW!

Black Bird

Black bird, what dark glorious wings you have.

As you embrace me, I feel the pity seeping out of your love for me, out of those dark glorious wings of yours.

Let me go.

I do not want your pity.

I love you so much, so much that it hurts. But all you have for me is your dark glorious wings filled with pity. So please, just let me go.

Please, just let me go.

Please.

Let me out of your embrace, why am I being covered by those dark glorious wings of yours?

- Mangagirl33 (ME)

Mask

Are you wearing your mask? I am wearing mine, how about you?

I never take mine off, im always wearing my mask…or should i say one of my many masks.

Are you wearing your mask?

I am. We all have our masks, wether we know it or not. Even if we dont use it that often, we still have one.

Are you wearing your mask.

I never take mine off, for fear i will perish.

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