The begining Pt.2

as you guys may of guessed i cant seem to get to sleep tonight so ive been thinking about the second section of my story. ive had an idea and i really like it. tell me what you think

‘Its’ face, ‘its’ smile. It was both horrifying and brilliant. I thought i might of had enough will power to resist going over to her – like i have been for the past five years – but not today, there was just something i had to know, what was so different about today? I walked up to the park bench where ‘it’…she sat, she was still smiling at me. “Who are you?” she said “What are you doing?”she spoke in a strange monotone, sorta like a female version of mircosoft sam…just a bit less…computery.

“I’m Camron,  what’s you’re name?” I couldnt even stop the words before they left my mouth, i had almost efectivly lost all of my self control.

“Why are you talking to me?”  what a rude little…girl(?) i thought

“Am i not allowed to talk to you?” i enquiered

“Yes…and no. People don’t talk to me.”

“Why?” There was no stopping me now, as i continued to talk to the girl i could feel this strange…essence twirling around me.

“I’m hungry…”

“Excuse me?” she repeated the sentance “If your so hungry why dont you go get somthing to eat?”

“I can’t move. Not allowed to move. I mus stay here-” As she spoke those words her face glazed over as almost if she was in a kind of trance. That alone told me i should be running right about now, but i couldn’t. For some reason i just couldnt leave this little girl alone.

“You stay there then, i’ll get you somthing to eat.” I ran across the park over to the vending machine all kids like chocolate right? i hastily though as i hurried back to the girl. She saw me coming back and a look of relief flowed across her face. almost as if she didnt expect me to come back. I felt my face flush. why the hell am i blushing?! i though angrily too myself.I handed her the chocolate and she smiled. The same one as before, it sent shivers down my spine.

“mmm…thank you.” She said. its was strange. she still used that weird monotone. her voice never changed. i wonder why…

“Why are you here…I mean, why do you sit here?” I couldnt help myself, i kind of just blurted it out.

“I’m waiting for someone.”

“waiting for someone?”

“Yes. He promised me. He said he had to go away, and that one day he would come back. He said to wait for me here. I wait everyday. Because he will come back.”

I suddenly felt a pang for this little girl. Yes, there was deffinatly somthing weird – to say the least – about her, but I couldnt help but feel sorry for her.

“When was the last time you saw him?”

“8 years ago, he said he had to leave and that he would always come back. It’s been so long…i can’t even remember his name.” she lloked solemly up to the sky “But i know he will come back, he promised”

“Well how about this? You tell me what he looks like and ill keep an eye out for him. I grew up here and i got back from traveling overseas 5 years ago, so i know my way around. So what did he look like?”

The girl reached inside of her breast pocket on her dress and pulled out a photo of a boy and girl.

I felt the colour drain from my face.

“Where did you get this?” I couldnt stop my voice from shaking, let alone my hands.

She pointed to the boy in the photograph “He gave it to me, so i would always remember.”

That was it, the last of my will power and self control had just flown out the now transparent window.

“A…are…are you…by any chance…could you possibly…are you…Vinnie?”

“Yes. my name is Vinnie. How did you know?” I wrapped myself as tightly around Vinnie as i possibly could. I breathed her very essence in. her very being. “What are you doing?”

“Vinnie! It’s me! Camron! Cam…you remember, its me Vinnie. Its Cam.”

The memories can flooding back to me, I was 11 and she was 10. My parents had just hooked a job doing telvision around the world – sorta like getaway – Vinnie was my one and only friend. I had always promised to come back to her. I had given her that picture of me, so she wouldnt never forget. I came back five years later, for school. i had totally forgotten about her. But she had never forgotten about me.

“Cam? Is it you?” Her small pale hand reached up to my square jaw; i was still hugging her “Your all big.”

I couldnt help but laugh. “It took me a while, but i kept my promise Vinnie. I came back. Now you. What happened to you? Why do you still look like this?” I lifted my head up so i could look at her face. I almost gasped at what i saw. She was fading, litterally. I could see through her. like she was a ghost. It was mortifying.

“Vinnie…?”

“Thank you Cam. You came Back.” She smiled at me. and her voice. oh it was beautiful. not like in that montone she had been speaking in this whole time, but her old voice. It sounded like angels singing. It made those memories that much more painful. The flood gates opened and i started to cry, the tears burned my cheeks. she waited all this time for me i thought. I look up to tell her how much i missed her, but she was already gone. faded away into nothingness.

It was only later on I found out that about 3 months after i had left; one day from coming home from the park bench, Vinnie was hit by a car. She was killed instantly.

The begining Pt.1

ive decided o enter this writng competition and i have this really bad writers bloack and this was all i could come up with. So can you guys please tell me what you think?

It’s still there. I say ‘it’ because im not even sure if ‘it’ is human, a girl to be precise. she sits there everyday. not moving, not speaking, her clothes dont even change and shes always there, she’s been there for five years. She always sits there, her blonde hair tied up neatly on either side of her head on two plait’s, she wore a red and white checkered dress that stopped about three-quaters of the way down her leg. She had strange white, frilly cuffs on her wrists and the socks she wore under her black shoes were simmilar. but it was always her eyes that got me, dark like the sea after a storm. So dark and scary, but mournfully beautiful at the same time. its really errie if you ask me. Oh and the fact that she never ages helps with the errie thing too…She hasent aged in five years

she looks younger than me (im 19) 10…11 at most, i cant be sure, but one thing i can tell is this: only i can see her. I know this because, no one talks to her, let alone looks at her. But somthing was different today. Her hair is down. Curiosity welled up inside of me, almost bursting…why was ‘it’ different today? thoughts like these swum through my mind. That’s when the strangest thing happened… she moved. Her small, heart-shaped face turned towards me and smiled. To an outsider it would of looked innocent and beautiful, but to me it was just plain terrifying.

and thats all i got so far. i have an idea of what i am going to do next. but my problem is i only have a 500 word limit (sigh) its a shame really. i means what the point in making a creative writing competition if they dont even give you enough room to BE creatitve. but thats beside the point. id love to know what you guys think!

2010 Abbey Medieval Festival!

didja miss me?

as you might of gussed today i went to the abbey medieval festival with my family*sigh*on thw whole it was pretty awesome. I’d been there once before, so there really wasnt anything i hadn’t seen before (besides the jousting, but ill get to that later) but still, i was blown away! the authenticity of it all! it was a 80% perfect. i found it quite funny because the sign at the entrance said “authentic medieval” and some chick in proper medieval outfit – not at all flawed – and she ruins the whole thing by texting on her iphone….i mean seriously….

but OH MAH GAWD! there were so many things there! Stalls, jousting tournament, archery competition, so you think you can medieval dance, horseback archery display, fencing, oil wrestling, gypsies, renaissance fair, jesters, floggings, music, puppet shows, romani trail, morris dancing, stainded glass tours, cannon tactics (shit those things are loud, my ears are still ringing), there was pretty much everthing imaginable! If you guys havent gone before i suggest you should! and omg, dont get me started on the food! aaahhhh, pigs on spits, lamb shanks, pancakes, ale, wines, pinnara and a whole bunch of other stuff that i cant spell! omg the food was AWESOME!

I bought heaps of stuff while i was there ($100+) and the stuff was a bit exy but it was deffinatly worth it, the quaitly at this place was supurb! i bought this beautiful pentagram necklace its rimmed with authentic rune scripts and has a blue jewl in the middle ($44), i bought a pair of sterling silver pentagran studs($6), i also bought a full length blue cloak; the good stuff ($75) beautiful im gonna wear it ever chance i get! and i got this celtic ring, it kinda loks like a really fancy silver rope ($7) i also got this really nice celtic box. it had celtic patterns carved onto it and it had a big pentagram engraved into the lid($15). and i bought about $20 worth of food.  but it sux cause i know ow my mom for the cloak (she bought it for me) so i have to pay it back to her. but oh well, the cloak was worth it.

we also watched the jousting tournament, we were in the nobels seating areas. It was arganorts vs amazons and for all of you ceatons that mean boy vs girl. its was wicked. some 60yr old dude won, it was epic.

omg i almost forgot i got a tattoo! its one of those indian ones – henna – itll last me about 3 weeks, and its good cause it just fades away in my skin, it doesnt peel or scratch off XD.

I HAD FUNNNNNN!

HAHA YOU FUNNY KID YOU MAKE ME LAUGHING! (4 jme)

Fav Shane Dawson Post

I was randomly surfing youtube the other night and i came across this video. I admitt i really love shanes work, its awesome. But i think this is one of his funniest. It may be one of his simplest, but its just too good not to share.

ENJOY!

Bad new guys

Hiya reader-kun!

I got some bad news for all of you readers out there, i think i may be coming down with soming. You know, the usuall? Headaches (although i aslways have those), fever, aches and pains, no sleep, groggy. yeah it sucks.

PITY ME!

No im kidding, kinda. So for a while i dont think i will be putting up many posts in the mean time. So today im going to put up as many as i can to keep you guys occupied untill i return ok?

I have an idea, you guys know the story of the thousand cranes right? for good luck?

btw i just finsihed watching Law Abiding Citizen. Dam it was awesome. the end could leave a little to be desiered but other than that it was good

This displeases me…..

Let me just say, adults are pricks. Big, fat, pompous and totally incomprehensible PRICKS!

ok im good now.

Well, not really. You see. For me, one of my chores is washing the dishes a few times a week. Following me? good, well my moms often opening for bargening. And latley ive been skipping the dishes and she hasn’t even said a word….almost. My moms a crafty bitch. No matter what agreement you come to with her she can always find a loophole to make things more…agreeable for her. so i was wondering. how come she letting me off. So saturday night comes along, we have a visitor, so that makes 5 of us. Big roast were having, with all of the sides too. potato, tomato, lettuce, peas, gravey, carrots, breans, brocili, coliflower the lot. And i usually do sunday or monday nights washing up right? So i go off to the computer (i didnt like the guest….hate would be a better word….so i wanted to be bymyself) and i hear my mom call me. “Come do the dishes!” and i was like WTF (in my mind of course my mom would have a coniption if i said that) “‘Why, it isnt my night” so shes like “youve been skipping out on so many nights, you can do it tonnight…” She looks at me and sees she not gonna tear me away from the computer “Or no computer for a week.” Her friggin supirior grin friggin pissed me off as my mouth practicall hung open.

you see thats why shes a crafty bitch, she plannes to let me off she she could gt out of doing the dishes on a night with practically TRIPLE the amount. and thats not all! then she makes me go and clean the frecking oven as well!

So i would like to ask you, what ‘displeases’ you? What really gets on your nerves. Particually stuff ur parents do or make you do? what do you find the most anoying about them? go ahead and leave a post.  and person with the best comment will be featured in a post 1-2 weeks from now. so hurry up and send me in ur comments!

Vlog???

Hiya reader-kun!

Aside from this blog, im thinking of creating another blog. Well, a VLOG to be precise and for those of you who do not know what a vlog is (btw u guyz are idiots if you dont know what it means) a vlog is pretty much a video blog. Instead of writing up my posts i put them up as a video post. Of course this would be a seperate blog to this one (cause the systems is f’d up like that and wont let me upload vids on this one) and this one would still be in action. So i just want the readers perspective. What do you guys think? Should i make a vlog? Should i just have a vlog or should i have two or should i just keep what ive already got and save myself the emaressment? Come on guys hand me in your comments and ideas. tell me what you think i should do. Cause honestly. i wont even bother if there is like only 5 people watching so its up to you.

How about this? ill crack a deal with you. If i can get 30 people saying that they want me to make a vlog ill go ahead and make one. okay? deal?

sweet.

so post your comments guys and let me know!

cool convo i had with my friend

for a while ive had a penpal (well, more of an email pal really) in america and we are both full on addicted to both anime and manga and when i told her somthing (youll find out what soon) well…its better i show you…(what i have say will be in the darker font and my friend will be the lighter)

ZOMG
the last chapter of FMA was released!
NNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
FMA must continue forever! It can not end! NNNNNOOO! how dare they end it! i loved that series! GGGGGRRRRRRRRr. but the ending was so awesome, so beautful, so epic! I loved it so much i almost BURST!
but still…
HOW DARE THEY END THE SERIES!!!!!!

erm…wats FMA? :/
wait a min…….FMA….oh! i got it!!! its FullMetalAchlimest!!!! (or however its spelt)
WAT!!!!! HOW DARE THEY END FMA!!!!!!!! THOSE BAST***S!!!!!1 D:<
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! FMM CANT END!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :’(
(all tho ive never read the manga and only watch the anime >_>)
but yea, donsent FMA hav like 5 different seasons, erm somthing?
like theres FMA BrotherHood, then FMA Road to Shan-watever that place was called, then another that i compeletly forgot the name of the subtitle….oh well. at least FMA will never end in our hearts ♥♥♥ :)

lol yeah it is FullMetalAlchemist.
and it is ssoooo BS right?
and it
Full Metal Alchemist (i think it was 5-6 season yeah…somthing like that)
Full Metal Alchemist – Brother Hoo
Full Metal Alchemist – the conqueror of shamballa

zomg and you sssooooooo have to read the manga. it was the BEST. it was so awesome it like totally ties with the awesomeness of the anime!

BEST
ANIME
EVA!

I just have to express to all of my reader how absolutly devestating this news is!

please leave a comment if you feel the need to express your sadness for the final chapter of the full metal alchemist series. WE SHALL MISS YOU EDWARD AND ALPHONSE-KUN!

Lol i lied <3

i totally have stuff to talk about.

You know me. i never shut up…XD

Well where do i begin? HHHHMMMMMMMMMM *strokes imaginary beard* …..*more thinking sounds* …… AHA!

‘Third wheels’ – i bet everyone has heard of them before, right? Well lets just say i have a nasty habbit of always being somebodys wing-gal (aka – the un-wanted third wheel). its kinda anoying. i mean. I got out to the movies or the park or even the beach with a friend of mine and they (50% of the time) end up bringing their ‘other half’…seriously, i like my dignity as it is. Do you people realise how….HUMILIATING (thats a good word) vits is to be a third wheel? I mean come one How thick can you get, i look like a friggin staker who is following a couple around.

And it is even more awkward when you go to the movies. cause like your friend wants to sit next to you and their BF/GF right? So they are in the middle. And (obviously) they start acting all love dovey; holding hands to even making out sometimes and the third wheel (me) is left their either

a – stuffing their faces trying to advoid eye contact with you

b – eyes glued to the screen pretending as if nothing is happening

c – watching (ew…i dont do that, but i have SEEN people do it…gross)

I remember one time i was in that situation and i got so fed p at one point that i walked out and my friend followed me – and her BF as well; he was giving me a total death/dagger (or whatever you want to call it) glare. fuck. If you are going to go out on a date with someone, have the guts to go alone at least, or if you cant do that make sure ur friend has their partner with them as well (double date yay) seriously, it would be no where as awkward for the third wheel.

PLEASE TAKE NOTE!

ill publish another post later, i just gotta finish the last few chapters on my latest manga! :)

CHOW!

Black Bird

Black bird, what dark glorious wings you have.

As you embrace me, I feel the pity seeping out of your love for me, out of those dark glorious wings of yours.

Let me go.

I do not want your pity.

I love you so much, so much that it hurts. But all you have for me is your dark glorious wings filled with pity. So please, just let me go.

Please, just let me go.

Please.

Let me out of your embrace, why am I being covered by those dark glorious wings of yours?

- Mangagirl33 (ME)

Bullies

Let me just say

“I hate your stinking guts you low life, rotten, back-stabbing, filthy, pest ridden BASTARDS

okay…im better now.

Im sorry i really havent posted anything in a while readers. Ive been…busy, to say the least. A few minutes ago i started thinking about bullies (dont ask me why) and whenever i thought about it, i always got back to the same fact.

- they are sad, poor lonely and pathetic creatures -

ture, they are totally ass holes the mjority of the time. but when you think about it like, what? 75% of bullies are just sad and mistreated kids who are looking for love and attention. sure, everybody hates a bully. i do to. Even i have had my issues with bullies. But when you think about it, you really have to pity them dont you?

I mean, bullies are either 1-venting anger, 2-seeking revenge, 3-seeking attention or 4-plainly for pleasure. Thats why i pitty the, because of that 75% that aren’t smart enough to actually go up to someone and talk to them, or vent their anger out on a punching bag or some stupid shit like that. I really gotta feel sorry for them. because they either dont knowe better or they are just plain ‘ol stupid. and being the nice person i am, i going to say that they are just afraid or scared of rejection from others that they immediatly accept the fact that friends/love isnt everlasting. (which 50% of the time if WRONG)

Seriously (depending on the person) i either wanna go up to them and slap them and talk some sense into them or just go up to them and give them a hug and tell them itll be alright (which itll eventually be).

woah…well, that was dark and dreary now wasnt it?

so…advice for the day

- The next time you meet up with a bully do one of two things: 1-sucker punch ‘em (XD) or 2-hug em (they need it <3)

Poem of the day

hey readers im thinking of adding this new quote thing…a bit like the poem thing im doing right now. ill be posting kewl quotes up from day to day. they’ll probably be as regular as my daily thee songs. what do you think of this idea?

btw – ( even though i asked for your comments, i was still going to do it anyway XD)

a peach is a peach,

a plum is a plum

 a kiss ain’t a kiss,

without some tounge.

so open our mouth,

and close your eyes,

and give your tounge some exercise

and here is a sneek peek at my quote f the day idea.

“I love old people, who have hair, growing out of their ears.”

Vicky Point Cinimas Can Go Die In A HOLE!

Seriously. they can. i hate them =…well at least that blonde bitch thats works there. she HAS to go and die in a hole.

So you see, me and mah bestie were going to the movies to see The Back-Up Plan (yeah i know its a chick-flick, and i usually hate those to deaath…but this one was more of a comedy). So we have just come out of Aldi and were are going up to buy our tickets (the food is way cheaper there.) and for the two of us its $13 right? well we told her what movie we wanted to go see and she all like “That’ll be $17″ and were like, WTF! so were like – “Um…$17? that can’t be right. Its 2 student tickets to…” thats when the bitch cut us off “Uh no, its adult tickets for you two.” Me and mah besties mouth were hanging open by this point, and we were thinking ‘this couldnt get any worse than it already is right?’ so we said “Um…excuse me, were STUDENTS…not ADULTS.”  “ID please.” Yeah…pathetic right? so we said “ID? are you serious? Its kind of obvious were students right?” I  was so pissed by this point and my friends mouth was still pretty much hanging open. And this is where it got worse… ”If you dont have your student ID i still have to charge you as an adult. $17 dollars please.”  Me and my friend stood there for like a minute, just totally…well…aghast you could say. That was when i noticed the impatient line behind us. So we paid for the tickets and went in.

WTF

seriously…what a rip off! I mean sure, this place is WAY cheaper than most places but still. that was a bloody rip off! So after the movie was over me and my friend were walking out and we saw two of our friends from my school. and as it turns out they wre going to see the same movie as we just did. and i asked them how much they had to pay for their tickets (let me just note the two of them were 14/15 yrs ok) and they said the 14 got in as a CHILD and the other girl (15 yrs) got in as a student and she didnt even have her bloody ID!

just to let you know, by this time i practically had steam coming out of my ears. I was seriously pissed. I mean, what a majour rip off! it just goes to show, no matter where you go people are always trying to suck your money out of you.

GGGRRRRR FFFAAAACCCCCCEEEEEEE!

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